Ah foo-ie
I'mma say what I want. Okay sooo, Why do 'visitors' insist on waking up my baby when she is asleep? They see her sleeping peacefully in her swing or bouncer and just HAVE to pick her up. Why. Someone please tell me why. grrrrrrrr It takes me a while to get her to nap during the day so I can get some things done and when I finally do some random person stops by unannounced and disturbs her then when she starts to cry they don't know what to do and hand her right back to me...What the fuck! It pisses me off. Is it NOT obvious by the look on my face that i'm highly annoyed that you came over in the first place?! Now you've waken my child and she's fussy and won't go back to sleep stupid! Oh wait im not done...then you LEAVE 2 mins. later! No thats not how it works..you wake her up you either play with her or occupy her because I have shit to do.
Wooosah! Somebody please help me out here. I'm this close to having a breakdown; whatever that is anyway. What is a breakdown?? Seriously. My baby girl is the only thing keeping me level-headed so it's not her fault at all. It's everyone else that gets under my skin. She sleeps perfectly at night, I couldn't be any luckier. She is up most of the time during the day so I don't have much time for myself let alone basic household duties. Naps are god! So forgive me for wanting to drop kick anyone who ruins that for me.
Yeah to add to my anger I get mail today...I hate mail.
I have to renew my license:$20, renew my tags: $80, parking ticket: $80...so I guess i'll just pull that money out my ass or go rob a liquor store or something. Being broke sucks. Lend me some cash please!? lol My birthday is the 21st...whaddya say?!
I can't believe i'm saying this but I miss my job. I really do. I can't imagine leaving Gabriella yet. I am sacrificing my 21st birthday so I don't have to give her up for just a few hours. I think I have attachment issues? I don't know. It's something. I don't even want to leave her with Josh. Do they have classes for that? Never wanting to leave baby? I'll have to take her with me to those lol I've always laughed at the moms who put leashes on their kids to go to the mall or shop, but now that I look at it...I might be one of them! Oh lord help me
On a totally different note..
BIG LOVE...CHEA BABYYYY! Next Sunday Season 3! Be there or be square
