Wowwwwwwwza

I haven't updated in awhile, to be honest I forgot that I had a blog. Let me let you in on what just went down.

Okay so if you've read before, my mom got on drugs a couple years ago and it's been a continuous downfall since then. She lives with her 26 y/o "boyfriend" in Taylor,MI in a home that belongs to his dead grandmother. They are squatting pretty much, and pay NO rent or anything. That would be nearly impossible anyway since both of them don't work...yadi yadi...sooo Saturday she calls my sister pleading for help and to bring the police because he's beating the shit out of her! We being the people we are, went on a rampage. We made some phone calls, went to the house and nobody was there. Some "people" not saying any names trashed the house and broke out all the windows...

Okay so me being the worrier I know his license plate number so I call my mother and shes crying and says he's taking her somewhere she doesn't know..I call the police and give them the info...IDIOTS! They call her and ask and she says she's fine and to forget about it and they do...I call again and she doesnt realize she answered and I can hear their convo with her bf in the background telling her he's on her side and we (her fam) want her to go to jail, that we don't love her like he does.

It was sooo weird and crazy and fucked up! I only thought brainwashing happened in movies. I kind of guessed it was going on because my mom was married to my dad for 23 years and he treated her like a queen...now all of a sudden she lets a loser beat on her and lock her family out of her life. I assume he started feeding her gargage when she was really bad on drugs and vulnerable to assholes like him. It's sickening. I never thought this would be my life. That I wouldn't have my mom or my daughter wouldn't have her grandmother. It makes me sad but after praying and putting it in his hands I feel like I can get through this. I can't help but feel like she chose him over us. All I can do is be a better mother to my daughter than she ever was to us.

Suprisingly i'm handling it betterr than I would have a year ago. I think being a mommy myself has made me a stronger person. Thank god for my little girl